Who's rising?

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2011-01-01T00:42:00.003+08:00

~漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由~

Been slacking at home this 2 weeks.
After work i will just stay in front of com and do nothing.
This year's Christmas and countdown is like no feel one, damn sian.

Anyway went for my p6 gathering on 16 dec, at my frend's condo.
it was cool seeing some of the familiar faces once again.
i met my 3 other best frends that day again, i thought Toby wouldn't go.
then we played ball first before eating, lol.
then the barbeque was a failure cos the charcoal wouldn't burn,
so we cooked the food in a microwave -.-
2 guys also pierced their ears, wats up with piercing man?
but i must say they look cool with the mohawk and earring sia.
maybe i shd get one too...

(i see that my writing is not coherent but nvm)
work at ntuc is very slack, maybe cos im new then im not given any impt stuff to do.
working is rather fun, as i get to meet many types of customers.
some are friendly while there are three aunties who i rmb would ruin my work.
but everyday at 5pm i will get the same feeling as i get when we are dismissed from sch.
working makes time pass so much more quickly,
then get some extra cash to spend.
Which I've alr spent arnd 200 on shoes, clothes and pants and watch,
oh ya got myself a new watch that is pretty cool.
not such if its a fake or wat, but who cares
i bought it cos i liked it, kinda shiny with those jewel thingy.
the clothes i got for prom look real cool too, but theres no one to show off to on that day anw.
wonder if i can even apply leave that day sia, so many ppl took leave on 7th le.

its a new year le, i hope for everyone to stay happy and healthy! and i thank all my friends for making my life so much more fun ^^

before i leave, can my best tripping friend tag before leaving? thanks.

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2010-12-15T21:26:00.003+08:00

The 2 buses reach the same end point,
yet I took the other one.
We are not fated.

Today went for training for my job,
started at 9am, i thought it was only a few hours, yet it ended at 5pm -.-
didn't have time to check the bus trip to West Plaza for tmr.
the lesson was super boring, the trainer keep talking, my group was chatting, playing with tic tac, paper, etc.
I was there day dreaming, except impt stuff, and admiring a poly guy's hair.
too bad that hairstyle sure will get caught in JC.
the day is not worth mentioning, but i earned $35 for it.

I know this sounds like i have mood swings with respect to my previous post,
but I was super happy during the last 2 days at class chalet.
the chalet was a little small, but was very fun for 2 days.
we were kinda no life, playing cards and bridge,yeah, until i couldnt keep track of time.
I called home at 01.22 when i thought it was 11 plus only, then the whole family was asleep, lol.
oh ya before we reached the chalet me and the guys were at tamp having lunch,
then we saw a pokemon wii game, rpg style, super cool.
although neither me nor yu jia played it.
then it rained in the afternoon, and mx was angry(abt smth else) and never come.
then in the 1st night it was really cool.
jun hao snored all the way into morning,
a drunk guy was talking till 4, :/
the ppl next door was making a din,
me and wh couldnt slp, but wh was worse, i tink he played his phone until 6.
I slept til 8 and was awoke by yu jia.
then we went for soccer but got scammed, the ppl left alr.

second day was almost the same as first until we play monopoly and then started the bbq.
luckily the drizzle stopped then we had fun and yeah,
lol had to leave cos of today's job, which wasn't worth it.
i really miss that chalet, 2 days passed so quickly,
and im back home with nagging and i would do anything to have those fun times back again.

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2010-12-06T14:51:00.002+08:00

Fking holidays.
Finding a fking job and there is no end to it.
I thought that after o levels things would be better,
and now there is this...
I just can't understand my mum and she would be nagging or ask ppl to help me find.
I rather jsut find one on my own man, otherwise my relatives would be ringing up every few days and asking me if i want to work as this or that.
Btw i can't even say fk on fb now, cos my relatives will be watching -.-
I really need a life man, this is killing me.

zzz

2010-11-27T20:10:00.002+08:00

Another day i spent out of house,
went to Orchard for buffet with my family and relatives.
the food wasn't that nice, with very little choice.
lol,
the eye candy there was quite worth it though -_-

after eating we took a stroll towards the mrt.
i carried my cousin there,
she was quite heavy, and i'm so weak (being sick a week)
still fun carrying a kid though.

Last week I watched MEgamind with the guys,
not a bad story, with pretty interesting twists here and there.
too bad Yu jia had to rush
otherwise we could have a nice dinner tghtr,
btw we saw Kai Xiang and his sis there ^^

such boring days laying at home,
maybe i'm gonna work at ntuc,
wasted too much time looking for jobs online.
this holiday will be spent to earn money bah,
no time to look for gf, sry wh.
just like this blog skin, hoping for a miracle (:

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2010-11-16T21:10:00.001+08:00

I felt like an idiot when i read my previous posts...
Anw i changed a new template and hey, it looks nice.

LAST

2010-06-16T00:07:00.006+08:00

If you love something, let it go.

If it comes back to you,

its yours forever. If it doesn't,

then it was never

meant to be.

I guess I've been living in the cyber world for quite a long time now,
been straining both my lives.
Pretty tiring, so made up my mind to make this my last post.
Probably will be back later next year, or maybe this year.
Who knows.
I've place my most fav song here, doubt anyone cares.
This will be a long post, dun read if u dun want to.
May be like my will.

Last Sat had a dinner with my relatives.
It was surprising, that i didn't rot at home.
Still it was rewarding cos I got to see those 2 niece of mine.
Both around 3, so so so cute.
One of them had bangs, and yes she was so pretty.
Perhaps cos she was a toddler.
Kids always seem so innocent, cute. Thats before they eat the forbidden fruit, of course.
Progressing on with life is such a pain.

Ytd went to do ss project at library.
Broke a toenail on the way, and i tried my best not to make a fuss over such thing.
Slowly, blood came, but to be man enuf held it in.
So egoistic.
I dun give a damn bout that, just that my mum scolded me for leaving bloodstain over the house.
Anw the project was almost done, more hw to go.

Got hooked onto a new anime recently.
IT was the for-girls-only type of show.
That was what a shallow person like me thought at first,
until i began to understand what the show was truly about.
Main story about a guy who likes a girl so much,
yet he didn't realise about how his friends around him felt.
Very true.
The show was about self-sacrifice, friendship, love.
The characters were always like, nvm nvm, im fine, chase that (damn) guy.
After that they will cry.
Its a story with out-burst of pain, sadness, loneliness.
Until now all I've seen are rejection,
until recently where the main characters have eloped.
No one has the right to say" treasure wat u have now before u regret",
except for a person who has suffered that loss.
This ep got me, it was about a white christmas, yet they were made fun of by heaven.

Always laugh at the part he got rejected.

After quiting blogging I'm gonna quite maple for some time.
Strayed off my path for quite some time, ar?
There's something impt for me 4months ltr.
Not olevels, but something I've dreamt of even in my sleep.
i may say that i can forget, but I'm not gonna give up, until u say so.
Very soon it will be the end of everyone's secondary life.

Still no idea which JC or poly to choose.
Went to TP site today,
was looking through the CCA and courses available.
Not much luck,
felt like joining track and field,
but hell this lazy me will skip cca.
Mortal fear.
Still my dream is to build a gundam,
best if i can take things as they come,
or should i attempt to make them mine?
Choosing my future sucks...

The anime srsly influenced me alot of these 2 days,
kinda mouldy, like how i will rot at home.
Too many dreams, too little work,
impractical man, seeking future.
Friends are still the best,
best love my Pri 6 friends, i love the life then.
Love them all.
Looking forward to my gathering soon, though predicting less than 15 will turn up.
Anw last feeling I have for today,
CRITICISE, FLAME, KILL me if u find me talking crap today, in the tag.
and ya 1000th visitor call me, i give u 1000-ways-to-rot-at-home guide.
Humans being emotional is not due to events, but of the realisation-finalsongoftheheart.

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2010-06-10T18:14:00.004+08:00

感觉不到从前温柔的双眼，
感觉得到你已不在眷恋。
无奈的笑试图让我知道，
得了失忆可能对你我都好。
我不知道也许我会得到，
一句还是朋友，
这是借口，还是尽头。

Ytd had our class gathering at Jing Jing's house.
It was damn big.
3 storeys + a rooftop.
reached there at 3pm, dunno what to do.
mx never come ytd, we were joking that he was still choosing which tuxedo to wear.
At 1st we played indian poker, quite boring.
Then the others played dai di(dunno how to spell)
glenn play ds, jun hao play psp. I took a nap.
around 5+ i went down to living room to play pool.
reynold taught me a little, 1st time trying.
it was damn cool, then played with glenn, hehe won him.
then had dinner, was spaghetti and fries. didnt touch chicken wings though.
lol while we were eating the girls were watching some korean show.
There were some korean guys who tried to jump over a pile of mattresses around 2.5m+
quite funny, i guessed all of us were watching.
then most of us played taboo, but i was playing pool with Jia Rui and Wei Zhang,
haha won all 3 games i played. Beginner's luck.
seriously it would be cool to have a pool table at home.
Then go home 1st thing is use com, all the way to 3 this morning.

There was this someguy who called me a no-lifer on class blog -.-
lol then maybe i shdnt talk about maple all the time bah,
still i was so bored that i searched for quotes.
I love this best:
Why do people persist in a dissatisfying relationship, unwilling either to work toward solutions or end it and move on? It's because they know changing will lead to the unknown, and most people believe that the unknown will be much more painful than what they're already experiencing.
-Anthony Robbins

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2010-06-07T19:03:00.004+08:00

如果我爱上你的笑容,

要怎么收藏要怎么拥有.

如果你快乐不是为我,

会不会放手其实才是拥有.

I forgot about last tues eating at KFC, sry Torres,
his water bottle will be available on the 4th week of holidays, so maybe we shd go eat at KFC again.
lol Reynold picked up a piece of ice with his straw,
den we were fascinated with it and tried.
I tried quite alot of times before i could do it -.-
den we let the straw 'stand'
Bought 2x the whole day for maple ytd.
wanted to chiong 20 hrs straight but played dota in between,
in the end the marathon ended with 14 hrs
wasted money.
but still lvl 70 le, 50 more lvl to go.

Just dotaed with glenn ng,
he was playing as normal with admiral, missing his torrents and leaving all the denies to me(AM)
den we were chasing panda down the lane,
i blinked i atk
i tot he was dead i moved back
but i missed, he drunk me,
then i chased agn
ng was dunno doing wat behind-.-
THEN before i could kill panda water shot up of the ground and killed my prey,
the most beautiful coloured torrent killed him.
pretty amazing for a one-day learner of admiral for Glenn.
I wun say u're noob anymore, im sorry forgive me boss.

i saved the replay anyways, if u want to see how i deny get it from me -_-'''

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2010-06-02T11:41:00.003+08:00

------Song is old but nice--->>>
'Cause I'm your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I'll do all that I can

First week of holidays is great.
Saturday went to expo for the game exhibit.
Nothing much, toys, electronics..
But there was this damn cool game, looked like Dota sort of.
It's HEROES OF NEWERTH, kinda the new generation of dota.
The heroes skills, dmg all are the same, but they look more like Diablo bosses.
The animation are so damn cool.
I saw rhasta wards, puck ulti, and illusory orb, den there shd be smth like razor's lightning.
Too bad its still in beta stage, but since icefrog allow S2 to make that game, it shd be free2play soon. Woots cant wait for it.

Aircon just got replaced, damn dirty, spent the whole Sat night to clean up.
Today there is Physics Spa, quite easy, i presume.
anw im broke now, two days of cab cost $9 -.-
shd have left house earlier.

this is from Glenn Ng,
he wants to compete with me see whose girl char is more chio
(btw he uses his character to flirt with guys -.-)
His:

Mine:

This is for my follower:
Please stop the crap u are doing now,
Maybe i talk harshly to u, but u must noe its not the end of the world just becos of that.
Either u can just walk over it or try harder again next time.
U take it too seriously, u gotta relax abit,
After talking crap to me the whole day im pissed.
Dun feel like talking to u le.
Maybe u think im suaning u here, cos i got no guts to admit like u do.
But u've got to believe in fate like i do.
then u will noe to take things lightly,
then u will be more happy.
No more satan pls...

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2010-05-28T22:59:00.003+08:00

--------------------------THE CHORUS IS GOOD------------------>>>
Feeling blue when I'm trying to forget this feeling
That I miss you
Feeling green when the jealousy swells and it won't go
Away in dreams
Feeling yellow - I'm confused inside
A little hazy but mellow - when I feel your eyes on me
Feeling fine, sublime
When that smile of yours
Creeps into my mind oh oh
Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You-re the light you're the light
When I close my eyes I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

Holidays at last.
Time for a long rest before I go on again.
School is as busy as usual,
received my result slip for sem 1, L1R5 a grand total of 15.
Now i can say that my laziness and game addiction has caused my downfall.

Been playing a lame...erm....game.
The 5 of us would force one another to reveal who we like.
Maybe its some way to relieve stress bah.
Now we noe 3 ppl's crush.
Left weihan and me.
Since i'm single i will not be forced to say (:
Haha good luck weihan.
To my beloved FOLLOWER OF CULT, u can try ur luck here:
http://forums.sgclub.com/love_and_relationships/

Was watching some maplestory clips.
I saw a female character whom i do not noe, but the character was very cute.
Tried to remodel it in private server but there wasnt that particualar hairband.

Lols maybe i have a hairband fetish-.-

Tmr the aircons in my hse are getting fixed,
most probably no com for the whole day le.
So sian.

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2010-05-24T21:09:00.003+08:00

--------------------------------------->>>
Straight through my heart,
1 single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding. Oh.
Straight through my heart,
She aimed, and she shot me.
I just can't believe it. Oh.
No I can't resist, and I can't be hit.

I get pretty angry recently, even for trivial stuff.
Perhaps i've grown so fond of the peace that i've started to hate noise.
A day in the noisy classroom can give me a headache, really annoying.
Plus wat mao ren told me in the afternoon really made me pissed the whole day.
2 counsellors tried to cheer me up:
1 was yu jia, i change the topic cos i didnt want him to be sad.
the other unfortunate counsellor became even more emo than me-.-

This morning was walking to sch as usual, as late as ever.
There was this white cat who was limping.
it was pretty obvious, it tried to sit but was really slow in its movement,
cute, but sad for a stray cat.
How wonderful to be an animal and not worry as much as a human.

Another bad news i received was a dota ai map maker has quit.
apparently he was the one who created the 1st ai map and yet has grown tired after 2yrs.
No more dota ai maps le...

Until the end of time
I'm longing for you
And if you feel the same
Then show me your love
I'll give you everything that money can't buy
(maybe gundam is one of them)

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2010-05-17T22:30:00.002+08:00

"I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But (I) have one last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie I guess I'm down
To my last cry " (One Last Cry, song's ------------>)

Nothing much to do.
So much time to reflect on myself.
Guess my coach was right, I too was right before I came into AHS.
No point getting all uptight over a crush, nothing promising comes out of it.
I wun say im out of love, cos I was never in it.
(Furion laughs saying pathetic wretches!)
http://www.playdota.com/heroes/prophet#playsound1263463599-103
(Axe sniggers pitiful...)
http://www.playdota.com/heroes/axe#playsound1253444139-33

Being a point guard in basketball is the same as being in... a crush.
A point guard has to move back only then can he see the whole court and know who to pass to; one has to let go to see the whole situation to know how to proceed.
I went to lovecalcalculator, ok i noe its lame...
1% for heaven sake.
Don's head was pwned by the com.
225 gold was split among Maple, Dota, Granado, etc.
I'm gonna forget.
from today, maybe tmr i would be single.
Mentally single.
Physically single, actually its been like this since when i was born except p3 -.-

Totally tired from just sheer thinking.
Too many things not completed since my post last yr on Dec.
Lvl maple to 120 [ ]
Join sch team [ ] not possible alr
Get l1r5 6 for my mum [ ] actually i did it, HCL + Bio =6 -.-
Complete an earthshaker guide [ ]

She is close to perfect, yet I am so inferior.
Theres a saying called a toad lusting after a swan.
Who says absence makes the heart grows fonder?
It makes my mind tired of thinking.
Tired to think of answers.
(mum just took away my fan, damn hot-_-)
Memories, aren't worth the pain.

May Elune bless me.

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2010-05-14T19:27:00.002+08:00

Free at last.
Though exams are over prelims are coming soon.

L
I
F
E
is so busy, but what are we really busy about?

D
O
T
A?
Been restless these days.
Tired of the life i live
tired of food i eat
tired of the people i meet.
My mum says that i shdnt be feeling like this since im only 16.
but im really not interested in such an ... orderly life.
I'm losing something deep in me... something called thrill.
Thrill and fun only comes along when our lives, my life, is changed.

Still waiting for season 4 of Zero Tsukaima.
It's a nice anime with short episodes around 25 for each season.
This is link to 1st season:
http://www.animefreak.tv/watch/familiar-zero-english-dubbed-online-free
The rating for this show is: Teen 13+
It is almost like... hentai but they wear clothes...
Erm much of the anime revolves around a couple so u can expect smth to be going on beside them.
I only recommend people who are matured to treat this as a comedy instead of something else.
After all i learnt of this show from a maple girl-friend.
Ng, this is not my maple gf, dun kp me in sch for such things. -.-

Gotta go chiong to lvl my maple character to 120.
Didn't feel like playing, but since i created such a name for my ign, gotta be responsible and finish if once and for all~

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2010-05-11T14:12:00.001+08:00

Finally a day to rest. Feels great to sleep in.

No one knows what the future holds.
Yet I am still grateful to have met you.

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2010-05-08T11:52:00.003+08:00

One more week to go for the end of exams.
Was reading a forum at playdota, there was this interesting thread on most hated heroes:
Totally hate zeus. its either he ks or he feeds. End.
Ok, i only agree with the 1st 2 points and not the last. Who says support in dota cannot ks (:
Anyways i was watching many animal videos on youtube.
started off watching polar bear killing a walrus, then about polar bears giving birth to a cub(damn cute), then i watched lions mating, damn.......no love one.

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2010-05-05T12:37:00.004+08:00

Woots today chi exam was very relaxed.
was doing it very slowly until i realised there was not enough time -.-
air con was also cold today,
hard to write when my hands are cold.

Granado is getting more and more fun as level increases.
The firearms hero is so cool.
they hold rifles or guns or dual guns
damn cool.
(CLICK PICTURE TO SEE THE TRUE COOLNESS OF THE GRAPHICS)

If Min Xuan ever shows u a picture which he claims to be my desktop, dun believe him.
He scammed that picture,
pls do not believe wats in the picture.

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2010-05-02T12:48:00.002+08:00

Goodbye my hair.

MYE coming soon, i wanted to stop using com by Sat,
but look its Sunday and im still blogging.
Damn bored, and life is so boring.
Last week almost late for the third time,
i wonder if that would give me a green form.

Been playing granado espada for more than a week,
players can afk train there, more fun than maple.
finally maxed my elementalist's metoer, dmg is so.... pro.

I have managed to cut down my dota time rather significantly,
only 1-2hrs per day. lol.
I love to play rush games nowadays, end the game in 16 mins was my record
i played kotl and downed mid tower at like, 5 mins?
just played an ai match with potm, ok i know this is not pro since its ai.
but my -aa was around 70%, not bad i guess.
saved the replay, i was playing ganker, its fine if u call me a noob for getting butter at 40min.
http://www.mediafire.com/?mj4oqyj1tzu

-Success isn't all about thanking the efforts u have put in, it is also about laughing why u are smart enough to make it a success-

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2010-04-24T11:41:00.002+08:00

So fast gonna be MYE
Still cant curb my addiction to dota.
just played one with AI.
they make the player damn 吐血。
i played axe then those ai dunno how fight
i killed 9 + 1st blood they 4 of them only kill 1
wth sia. i bought 2 heart still cant tank opponent.
I HATE DOTA AI.
the other day played ap in pub.
i used ulti and torrent hit their whole team.
but my team nv go in fight, cant believe it...

have not started revision yet, probably tmr need study for compo.
nth much in sch but during pe scored a goal with back leg.
woots it was a lucky shot.
then got little addicted to buy yugioh cards.
i cant believe that im so lame.

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2010-04-18T04:20:00.002+08:00

Cant sleep again.
today oral was a waste of time.
how i wished i had slept in.

After oral went to play soccer.
Not bad, finally scoring after 6weeks.
but recently Im rather unlucky.
sprained my ankle, injure bone in elbow and today cut my hand even though im playing soccer.
Im so bored...
just played the fastest dota game,
15mins rax, 21mins end the game already...

Save me from boredom~

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2010-04-11T19:40:00.002+08:00

Was so bored that I drew on my handbook.Just wasted time with Min xuan trying to play age of empires using garena.
then we found out about tunngle.
just when we could get into the game,
his version of that game is different from mine...

Planning to change my lifestyle tmr.
Hopefully i can wake up everyday at 5am to run near my house.
the morning will be quiet,
with the graceful wind brushing past my cheeks -.-

Ytd was chatting with weihan.
we were talking about life.
i felt like a no-lifer.
humans study and work, not for the sake of working
nor isit to earn money.
the true reason is to achieve true happiness.
happiness not only refers to love,
but many other things.
the day when i finish building a gundam will be the day i achieve happiness.
no matter which road i take, the goal is that.
i have a goal in life, so i quite feel happy about it.

after talking so much crap,
i need to do chinese homework le...

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2010-04-10T13:31:00.003+08:00

She's so beautiful, makes me want to cry.
That moment was perfect, but I let it pass by.
thinking about the same thing for 4 years is tiring.
How I wish that i can 'don't give a damn'.
How I wish I know whats on your mind.

This week Pe we did shuttle run.
but the teacher wasted too much time...
in the end couldnt play anything.
Shuttle run i got 9.9sec,
was aiming for 9.5 one.
Probably my ankle problem,
or maybe i've not run for 2 weeks le.

min xuan is making a age of empire map,
we will be playing during holiday, thats what he said.
but the graphics are too horrible,
i just played a game with AI.
almost fell asleep...
then i tried to create a map with warcraft world editor, it was so much fun.

Lessons are so boring now.
English is too...tiring
chinese is fine, but the teacher says she doesn't like us. I dun mind.
emaths...i dunno what the teacher is talking about.
amaths is fun, the teacher is teaching alot.
history, we have finished the syllabus so we are revising now.
bio... learning genetic engineering now.
This is one of the most interesting things i know of after watching gundam seed.
physics- learning electricity.
this will be important since i will be building a gundam in the future(:
gotta find someone to dig a bunker for me to do my research there.

Just why are you so different from me?
Just how does it feel to be different from me?

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2010-03-31T16:00:00.002+08:00

Tests are on a rampage.
Too much homework to cope with.
Although I did not dota for 2 days, I'm addicted to Pata-Pata-Pata-Pon!
The gameplay is so original.
Even the music is addictive.

Played soccer during PE.
Have not scored for the past, maybe 5, games i've played.
Instead I kicked into Wei Zhang's foot and some other guy's
Sprained my ankle ...
Hurts.

During assembly today it was the usual singing and devotion for the good friday.
There was this nice song,Why by Nicole Nordeman.
which took me around 20 mins to find its name.
Really nice, especially the start.
But ,in my opinion pls dun flame me, i feel that some Christian songs are quite anti-climax.
The chorus was really great but the rhythm just went...
down.
To me its hard to accept that there is really God.
4 years being in AHS has kinda influenced.
But I still believe that there may not only be a God.
Maybe there is a group of them, just like the Olympian Gods.
ALL OF THESE ARE MY OPINIONS I DUN WANNA GO TO JAIL.

Thinking of Easter day reminds me of P5.
I was infatuated with a girl in my class.
She told me that a guy/girl who ain Christian cannot be with a Christian girl/guy.
Then another friend told me it was a lie...
Anyway to people out there, erm Happy Easter (:

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2010-03-18T22:28:00.004+08:00

School holidays are so fun.
1/2 of my time is spent of dota.
Playing in a way like never before!
Then garena now only accepts 1.24c patch so i get no exp...
cant make my own clan.

Lady Gaga is poisoning my mind,
the song Paparazzi and the way she sings the 'zi' in paparazzi is so...
addictive.
I dun really care if her songs are satanic.
As long as the melody is nice thats fine.

Been reading a book called Thieves like Us,
finished it in a day, it is an epic.
story is about outlaws who work outside of the laws and earn huge money,
i just love such a life.
working as a bad guy,
thats the fun of the dark side.
I've also watched a film bout City of Ember.
rather interesting, the plot is captivating.
most importantly it ain't about some boy-girl relationship,
so the movie wasn't wasting the audience time trying to show how their relationship develop.
Last thing is that Glenn ng just dotaed with me.
he still is good at sniper, haha.

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2010-03-12T16:30:00.002+08:00

Thought it would be a pleasant holiday, yet the 1st day was already ruined by my naggy mum.

It was a great day today, though my l1r5 was 14.
my mum was talking about all that about the grades below avg and those crap that i wasnt performing as good as before.
I ain't no idiot, i can read the stats.
She doesn't even know for fk how the results are tabulated.
And then keep saying she's not scolding me anything.
Then ffs stop talking.
I hate it when she dun even know anything then want to talk.
I've always hated her for such attitude since primary school.

My emaths is C6, fine.
I dun like the teacher anyways.
She may not be able to teach properly and always put question marks in the assingment like its art.
Fine i can study by myself.
I believe my grades can still improve as long as i do it by myself.
AS long as one is smart, one can always decide the best methods to study.

If all she wants is grades, I can dun give a damn about the other things
I give her a <10 l1r5 for SA1.
I've told her to let me stay outside for the whole day till im done studying.
No comp before i come home, fine.
just leave me alone. I hate to be restrained by people or things.

I quite like most of the teachers this year, im willing to improve those subjects.
Zheng lao shi is like my P6 chinese teacher, and this is the very fact that make me serious during lessons.
Mr Tan is also friendly, kinda remind me of Mr Wee.
Im the type who studies for the sake of the teachers.
I study so that i dun let them down.
Sometimes its not good to be so good to people.
Im beginning to hate being good to others.

If being a mugger can make me improve my grades, I will be one.
Hopefully it can shut my mum up.
Nonetheless one day when i grow up and become a parent.
i will still teach my child as how my parents do.
After all they are the best parents i've seen in my 16 yrs.

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2010-02-25T18:59:00.002+08:00

Today is an unlucky day, or maybe a day of retribution.

I never do zuo ye, and the newspaper.
I really did not know we have to do the ruan smth paper.
Amaths test was difficult but it was my fault, no one to blame.

Todays AHS vs Ngee Ann, we won by almost twice the score.
The match earlier was Dunman vs Dunman High, Dunman was seriously good this year.
They won DHS by 30+ points, while we won DHS by 4.
It was a truly exciting match, I was so scared we might lose.
Our team still managed to pull through, thanks to everyone's efforts.
My friend Toby sure is a better player now, one of the main 5 in DHS.
Im so happy Im still taller than him. -.-
WeiBin came today to watch too.
He is still as humorous as before, though it's surprising he isnt in the team this year.

Anw 1 interesting experience I had was on our sch's CNY celebration.
Me and some of the basketballers went to catch a movie, Lightning Thief.
We were watching and half way the screen went blank,
it was so... funny.
People started shouting for refunds, free popcorns...haha.
1st time.

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2010-02-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

7th Feb
It is a good day cos the no. 7 is in it.
Amelia sent me the 1st message on 00.04, i guess.
And the birthday guy was still doing his zuo wen at that time, followed by a game of dota (:
After i woke up the same day in the morning, I had to go Orchard to buy clothes for CNY.
At the MRT i saw Khai rui holding a man against the wall,
i tot he caught a thief or smth
but it was that guy fainting or wat -_-

The train ride was long, so sian
but I saw a european with blue eyes
dun tink she use contact lens but it was damn cool.

Had lunch at some cafe.
Everything was boring, especially buying clothes.
I hate shopping.
Oh ya I oso bought a new pair of shoes at T1, quite nice.

Then ended the day after buying a cake and went home.
Legs are so tired, and I haven finish my hw
I saw I had 2 msg, tot it was for wishing me happy bday,
it was my 2 classmates asking me chem hw -.-

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2010-02-03T22:59:00.002+08:00

I've finished The Giver book, rather interesting.
Thats really how a perfect world would be.
To achieve peace and to be in a place where everything is well planned, there are some things to sacrifice,
i cant believe the people there had no feelings, or rather they didn't express it.
It sure will be pleasant to stay in such a community with polite people.

Thinking again I found myself lying twice so easily in less than an hour.
the first was when i told the sch librarian i had smth on so i didn't do my duties.
the 2nd was when i walked home a lady asked me smth, probably a survey or what but i lied i was in a hurry.
Humans are an interesting species.
If i have to relate human life to the giver book
i would say human has 3 phases in life.
when we are born we belong to children before twelves living in the protected community, where we know not of evil.
when we become teenagers we become the receiver, gaining knowledge of the outside world.
when we become adults we are the giver, having experienced life.

Someday, I wonder what really lies in Elsewhere.

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2010-01-25T22:39:00.004+08:00

Time really flies. That is.

Last Friday Ngiam, mx maoren and i were walking down to mrt when we saw these sec 2 kids.
the guy was holding hands with a girl, we were thinking if they were a couple or siblings.
the guy was kinda shy, that's what i think.
at a moment he wanted to let go but the girl continued to hold his o.O
this reminds me of the couple in Precious Moments, lol.
that guys is lucky man.

Yesterday was my nephew's birthday.
cos i had to go his party i couldn't go to bala's and jeremy's bbq.
there were alot of kids there.
one of my cousin's daughter is two years old already, but she look like a 4.
damn cute, i would say.
then there was also this kid wearing a garfield overalls with s hood.
he was not older than 2 i guess but he was trying to jump into the pool.
fantastic kids i'd say.

today AHS basketball was playing against Springfield.
we won, 80-19. rather interesting but I liked the match before ours.
the two teams had a difference of 1 pt but they were still fighting at the last minute.
then played a dota pub after reached home.
was a feeder, then we got so bored that we afk there.
funny sia, yesterday we were owning and we talked about school work while waiting for opponent to defend their throne.

I walked pass class 4J, I thought it was The Body Shop (:

*Edit* Mixpod got problem now, will change the song ltr.

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2010-01-12T17:39:00.002+08:00

First post of the year.
2009 ended with me at Zhi Sen house
basketball guys went to his house for countdown
also the 1st time for me...

Basketball dream has ended for me.
4 years not in team is so painful.
the feeling is even unbearable than being rejected by a girl.
I kinda miss the trainings.
i am so sad that i've pon so many training during sec2.
So dreams do end a day.
I have given up many dreams during sec year, yet there is one that I still hope will come true.

first week of school already got so many tests,
school just doesn't change.
If you're so bored, maybe u can watch michele pham on youtube.
the way she teaches make up is like so...
I never knew make-up could take such a long time...

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2009-12-30T22:27:00.002+08:00

4 more days to school.
so much hw to be done

was watching madtv when i saw these 2 skits that was hilarious

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2009-12-24T22:55:00.004+08:00

CHRISTMAS EVE.
Wish it will snow here.

This is probably last post of the year, so fast holiday over.
Homework haven do, sian.
list if things to be completed during holidays:

Lvl my nightwalker to lvl 120 [ ]
Study all tests papers for next yr [ ]
Watch slam dunk 101 ep [ ]
Clean up my room [ ]
Do all my homework [ ]
Get a jersey for basketball [X] (:
Buy a new bag [ ]

lol, the jersey was given by my coach to those not in team.
pitiful, i would say.
soon my secondary basketball would end, start for studies
had a basketball meeting, that type to bond us better
everyone had to comment on everyone to point out problems, provide solutions, and/or thank them for their contributions.
it was really meaningful, letting us correct our own mistakes

been a com whore for the entire month(kinda crude isnt it?)
lol i watched the movie The Island for english hw.
dun really understand what was the requirement after watching the show.
the phrasing of the question really was awkward.
anw those haven watch the show go this link, really high quality:
http://stagevu.com/video/rmzjkxjvozkw

Argue with my mum lol again.
i was so pissed i flared.
den i was so stupid and use my fists hit my door twice, im sure it was hard.
injured, damn.
i dun think im in the fault whatsoever, cos i've really controlled my temper since primary school.
the only times i go out of control is arguing wif mum and glenn ng this year.
he still laugh laugh.
sometimes i do wonder what is the main difference between guys and girls,
not being sexist here but maybe its the 宽容的心态。
some of guys i noe fight, and the day after they would be back together and playing.
not really sure for girls, cos im not one.
and what im saying here is that i fight with glenn, even on msn, but we are really good friends.
thats the only key diff i find, correct me if im wrong :3

hotmail has some problems recently,
some messages are being forwarded once u open.
den i open one msg ng sent me, and i saw some ppl who blocked me on msn, + a porn site as bonus gift.
just dun open it, dun really noe if got virus anot.
+i asked zann i she ever ever blocked me on msn, she didnt,
so the site is fake, obviously...
khai rui once sent me a email, it goes like this:
hello, how are you? visit me at my new page: www.XXXXXXX.com
lol at 1st glance i knew it was fake.
i know kr for 6 yrs, and he would NEVER be so polite even in emails
haha im not gossiping. COMMON SENSE.

its 12.19 o.O
MERRY CHRISTMAS
and parody should never be missed on christmas.
heres a video of a really lame and perv parody,
the reason im putting this here is just for a laugh for everyone
and i believe readers, obviously my age, are matured enuf to know that some tings can only be heard and not be done:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bksMs4Cx6oY
same as before, watch when parents arent around (:

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2009-12-10T19:13:00.002+08:00

A girl is prettiest when she ties her hair, and that is why I like girls with long hair.

Pretty busy this week, been going out almost everyday. I'm rather surprised that I didnt get flamed for not posting for so long...

Thurs:
Another sleepless night.
So i stayed up watching slam dunk and decided to play ball at my house downstairs at 7
when i go down i saw some aunties doing some morning exercises, ON THE BASKETBALL COURT.
wonder if they even have the right to hog the entire court -.-

Went to 3F class bbq at 4.30
not many people came at that time, and min xuan had to leave early...
the actual ting started almost at night, was rather enjoyable except for the lack of games

Sat:
Watched one of the most exciting matches I've ever seen in my life.
Siglap(us) Vs Whye Nam, and by saying 'us' doesn't mean i am in the team.
we were initially leading the score and it was actually the 3rd quarter that caught the spectators unaware.
it was almost like a scene from the slam dunk anime.
we started losing to the opponent bit by bit and gave them too many foul in
and when they tied the score with us we seemed to lost control of the game immediately.
I ain't a great player so i can't say whose fault was it.
but it was really an interesting match, made me jump up every time the opponent scores.

Mon:
Okay we won this match against the opponent, quite straight forward (:

Tues:
Today's training is special cos the P6 players are training with us.
At first i thought that with p6 kids we will be slacking
but looking at the SKILLS they had we were in for a hard time.
okay la, maybe for a noob like me but there was a match between sec 2+3 against sec 1+p6
sec3 lost...
pathetic, cos i was in that team.

Thurs(today):
Heard that siglap was out of the tournament already.
and training was fun today.
i would call it special training.
anyway im now stuck in my room, AGAIN.
the knob spoil again and i cant go out of my room.
so i can actually use this time to post.
and my mum is there nagging saying y the hell i closed my door.
kbkp, damn irritating.
if dun want help me call people come then dun help
i dun give a damn, just leave me to die inside lor...
i'm one who will definitely find a way out.
maybe by breaking down the door -.- haha

btw yong hong has gone to Beijing on monday, and that is what i call holiday.

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2009-11-30T06:28:00.003+08:00

MY rashes is driving me crazy, I can't even sleep at night with the itch.
look at the time of this post, been awake for 24hrs liao -.-

Thursday was the release of PSLE results,
my brother got 256, +3 for HCL, and got 3A*.
Totally owned me.
He's still 1 mark short to go Dunman High, but if this year little people going Dunman he might make it.
After training that day we planned to go receive those basketballers back from Taiwan.
That day was one of the few days I got to go out late at night.
Everyone looked so tired after the flight, but i'm sure they had hell lots of fun there.
After that WEi huat, KR and i went to eat at tampines MAC.
it was still so crowded cos there were mid night shows.
I rmb at the MRT I saw a girl, rather woman, wearing a bareback top
it wasnt the usual type, but it was bare till almost the waist -_-
logic thinking is that it will flow with the wind towards the front right?

Saturday i went for cip for salvation army again.
we sold clothes, some christmas deco, and other misc stuff.
there was one exceptionally outstanding mini skirt that caught our eyes.
we wanted to make Mao Ren wear it as a model, cos that mini skirt was damn short
almost twice as long as my palm:
(no, i didn't buy it)

everything was sold rather slowly,
much slower than our previous sale at the nursing home.
but these 2 cip sure was fun helping to sell off items for charity.
it was this fateful day when i got this @#$%@! rashes.
i wasn't sure that was rashes, but when i reached home my whole body was red ...

Today is Monday morning 6.42
I cant sleep for the whole night.
and i cant watch the siglap match today, tues and probably thurs...
wasted my whole night with the com.
but luckily i can FINALLY get rid of my laggy com.
cos I am getting a new one.

Just joined Flixster which i have no idea what it's about.
Selin sent me a invitation so i joined, and i soon found so many friends there, lol.
only the personality tests were fun, maybe i will make a gundam one soon.

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2009-11-25T19:13:00.005+08:00

The second week of holidays is getting boring.
Morning= com
Noon=PSP
Night=maple...
Without school I've totally lost count of the days and dates.

Tmr my brother's getting back PSLE results, I'm so sure he will own me...
Hope he gets into his desired school
For me, 1 more year and I'm out of secondary sch, dun really feel happy for this

Watched 2012 with Ngaim, MX and Wei Han.
Mao Ren was pissed that day (: so he never come
I went to modify my bro's psp that day, I looked so noob not knowing any parts of the psp,
and i dun even noe where to buy the memory card -.- (this symbol is cute rite?)

Training's getting boring too with those in team going to Taiwan,
the P6 DSA boys are pro,really.
There's one from Maha Bodhi(not sure if correct spelling) his lay ups are great.
I'm still fretting what CCA to take in JC/poly!

Was playing maple just now, the new class Aran.
Went to train on scorpions, and I got an awesome combo of 500
I went on to getting 1000 and finally I got 2050+ combos
I tried to take a screenshot den maple got problem...
cant believe I'm an addicted Aran player, or rather hardcore.

Was listening to MrBrown show, found this really hilarious one:
DUN LISTEN TO THIS WITH PARENTS AROUND (:

Gtg, btw Glenn Ng your history file is with me, kinda took it by accident when clearing locker -.-

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2009-11-17T22:36:00.003+08:00

Some people say me emo, so i will try to post some things better. This post is the worst of all posts, cos there will be pictures...

Last Saturday went for the Salvation Army cip. So fun.
we were actually supposed to deliver food up to the stalls for sale, but so many workers, they cook so slow, so we were transferred... to help sell the things...
at first the people bought alot of the clothes and soft toys. the prices dropped alot as time went by.
i rmb big soft toys were like $8, then became $5
ngiam wanted to buy a "i love u" teddy bear, but he forgot to reserve then it was the 2nd soft toy that was bought...sad
i wanted to buy one too, look so cute. i offered the auntie(person we worked for- the boss) then she never charge me...-_-
wei han bought books, so hardworking
my mum dunno wats wrong, say dun let me keep the bear, as if it's like a pet...
so now either i donate back, give ppl who wants it or i throw it(it's really very cute)
here's a photo:

after the cip i was loitering at white sands.
was wasting my time until 5pm before watching the guys playing match for siglap
it was really a nice match, we pressure them until they had problems pushing the ball across half line
glad that i watched it.
i was like so no mood to play basketball le
once told kr that i was thinking of ponning the whole cca from now till sec 4
cos the b boys will be chosen at dec, so theres no point training last min.
i tink me and seng aik alr give up trying to get into team, theres now one last place either khai rui or wei huat can fight for it
if i pon training i dun tink coach will mind, cos he no nid waste energy on another noob.
den kr told me: if u're gonna pon training to play com, i'd rather u come.
so okay, i like the way he said this line, so confident(:
perhaps i should have joined track and field, cos i like running

17/11
training today was fun, but im damn unlucky
hit my leg IN THE BONE on that chair in stadium.
den during match got hit in the face
idk whose elbow came right at my specs.
i hate wearing specs...

gym was closed.
den kr nv come, i ate by myself.
went to kfc for lunch, nothing is more appetising than having meat right after training
last time i always asked my friends y they nv finish their chicken, they say cos very fat.
i would laugh and dun care about such trivial matters
but today i was like peeling off the fats?
dunno y.
wanted to rest for the entire day tmr, den heard got cip again.
i never let such opportunities slip by
so will be out again tmr...

anw i feel like a f***ing lecher
cos i like girls on their looks(random)
my friend reminded me about this, lol if thats the case my p6 friend would have been a goner, he only "spots" chio girls

before i leave i just wanted to say good luck to Kian Leong, my friend.

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2009-11-13T21:49:00.002+08:00

Finally the holidays are here.
Thinking that i can sleep till late in the afternoon tmr, i rmb that i have the salvation army thing...
been very desperate for cip hours these days.
went to the clean and green fashion show on wed.
not a bad experience, could feel how it's like watching a fashion+ get cip points + 顺便 look at chio girls -_-
still rmb how excited Mr Ong was when he talked about the naval base school models...
i met my p4 friend there anw, Deon still didnt change abit
still that curly hair of his, i was rather surprised that he still had my house no.
our tchr always called don or deon in class
and the both of us would stand up, cos the pronunciation is similar...

I 偶然saw a song i used to listen everyday by SHE,
i think i first this song on Tricia's blog... nice song, really

I came across this news this week, about a 20+ guy molesting like 9 girls -_-'''
got jailed until he's like 40 yrs old(wth) and caning
http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_367998.html
sometimes i dun noe if i shd pity these ppl or shd i say that they are, well, idiots.
if u're reallly high or smth, the most u can do is go home and touch yourself, and not rape ppl
cos i noe fully well what it means to do such sinful things
i've made many mistakes in my life too.

When I'm p3 i cheated, i wun say in wat
p4 i started swearing
p5 i join in my friends to scam my friends for their duel master cards(i have no idea y i did this, maybe it was fun at that time)
p6 i got involved with porn, i rmb then youtube had a uncensored version of 50 cents remix. my friends were watching it and i dunno wth i go too. if i say it was curiousity at first, its true. but if it's now, i'd say im lying. even my juniors know about this-_- khai rui has been spreading around, but i dun blame him, i know him well.
Even if i have a chance to go back in time to rectify my mistakes, i would not.
for it is these events that shape me today. these allowed me to meet you today. I will call this destiny, for i would be another person if none of these happened, for all you know i might be that molester down the road.

Sometimes i would laugh at those boys who always deny watching porn.
I aint boasting here, but i believe most guys would have tried before.
but i feel that self control is important here.
i never believe that watching porn will make me rape someone.
and i will never have such an intention.
even if i watch such disgusting things, all i feel it will affect is myself alone, i in turn will not affect the society, my friends.
And if u are reading this post here and find me very very disgusting or watever, u can tell me to keep my distance from you, the thing i ever hate the most is to make a change in other people's lives.

Anyway its kinda sad that Ms Farah and Mrs Yip are leaving, though i dun really like Mrs Yip.
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I once thought that I loved you, but it was only infatuation.

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2009-11-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

I'm just going to scold vulgarities in this post, dun bother to read if you feel offfended.

Fuck my life.
Fuck my lagger com
Hate life
Fuck
I wouldnt say my life is messed or anyting,
cos im just feeling fucked up
fucked up over why im living
who the fuck created me in this fucking world?
so what if we live?
we still die
do those who live life like some muggers get rewards in their affterlifes?
or are they fucked like the others who give up in their lifes?
do we simply live for others or to make a difference in other's lifes?
id rather not make a difference then
isit responsibility that keeps us living
or isit the desire to seek eternal life that keeps us going?
maybe before i was created to be a human, i was nothing, born out of nothing,
i have no troubles, no emotions, no memories,
i will call that place void, and im created out of nothing, i guess.

i feel like taking up boxing lessons somehow,
my frustration has to be released'/
the fucking exams on tues is getting on my nerves.
1 olevel, 1 physics test, 2 projects to finish by wed.
fucking hell,

if u bothered to read till here, i thank you.
Cos I still noe that i have u as a friend.

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2009-11-05T21:32:00.002+08:00

I love babies. Toddlers. Small children.

Had a hectic week. Went to 茶馆 on wed, the person who taught us how to make the tea was Sooo arrogant la,
the overall trip was fun anyway, its not really an always thing to go these places
we were playing pac man on the bus -_-

had training on tues, didnt noe why it was so tiring even though coach did not come that day,
been a year since i felt this way.
and today is thurs,
my training was as usual,
i made so many mistakes that i dun tink anyone could have accepted that.
but i must still thank everyone for their encouragement
even though im not sure if they curse behind me back

o level for chinese is only 5 days away,
my chi teacher has been giving us alot of tings to memorise,
tmr morning 1st period need do 公函... -_-'''

many tings have happened to my friends,
some are good, some bad..
feeling so tired, dun feel like staying up late at night thinking about some stuff that are soo meaningless.
thinking is useless.
i've never been good in this area...

你爱我吗?

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2009-10-27T20:45:00.002+08:00

GOt back my depressing results for EOy last week,
there's no point crying or getting sad,
only the experience of failing wakes the lazy spirit of mine up.
I kinda expected wat I'd get with the efforts I bothered to put in.
Lols the only papers I've totally finished was English and Physics...
My L1R5 should be 12 or above, dun ask me.

Then Shih Shiong told me smth more depressing today,
And if u dunno i will say it here
i dun give a damn if u're to criticise me for being a stupid noob basketball player
i admit to that statement, and i have no idea how i even got into this cca.
dun ever compare me and you, i'm always different.
i'm not sure if i still want take basketball in jc/poly
maybe they dun even want me.
and there's this thing called o levels that is stressing me now,

played some dota with glenn and yu jia(wow!)
we were basically playing wif ai, i noe im no lifer,
glenn's treant with AC was godlight la, tank tower like nothing ...

i have no idea wat else to talk about,
life is so sad,
oh yeah i found this song i loved so much w/out knowing its name for such a long time,
was looking through some top ten saddest songs:

i guess thats all for today, im planning to do some gym tmr
im so sry for putting some concert songs for my blog song, making you listen to only screams of those fans and nothing else, even my speaker broke(im jking....)
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There is a calmness in a life lived in gratitude, a life of joy- i saw this on the mrt station
Why blame? Why be upset? For this is emotion of Man-ME

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2009-10-20T20:14:00.003+08:00

I skipped school on Friday, was too lazy to come sch for the mini olympics -_-
den as usual i play computer until late at night,
but i had an inspirational talk with kian leong on sat night
he changed alot in his taste of girls o.O
i felt so depressed that night.

then today(tues) we had mini olympics again
i played soccer in the street soccer court for first time of my life
then the day was so tiring after playing basketball before training...
for the cheerleading competition, i had no idea what some CCAs were trying to say, maybe im deaf...
anyway the training we had after that was a real killer,
cramps, blisters and soreness was the result of not playing ball for such a long time.

after training i went to eat with my friend, i saw 2 blind ladies who asked for help to bring them to a taxi stand and to the mrt.
the angel of me possessed me lols
i brought the lady to the mrt, while another kind soul brought the other to the taxi.
i think this is the 1st time i did a kind deed of my own will.
and yuan shen just asked 2A08 for the class chalet, lol im not sure who will go.
last year my class chalet i only bathed twice or thrice for 3 days, so scared i will smell again

btw, pls spend a few minutes listening to the Backstreet boys music in the background, cos they are my favourite band (:
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A life of riches. Or a life of love. Choose.

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2009-10-20T20:14:00.000+08:00

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2009-10-13T15:57:00.002+08:00

The first word I said after the History test was the F word...

I had no idea how to do the essay and the compare contrast qn, shame on me.

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2009-10-03T16:38:00.002+08:00

lol, I had a tiring week
alot of past year papers to do.
left 5 days b4 1st paper starts
I've just joined the league of muggers
and i cant play maple anymore,
cos smth went wrong wif my vac hack and i got perma banned....
wasted my electricity...
so i went to dota- my viper just became beyond godlike

i have revising wif khai rui and my vs frend
and we ltr going to play wif candles -_-'''
ngiam, ng and me went to eat kfc ytd, wat a rare occasion!
den ming rui seems pissed wif wat i said on Fri,
sorry la ming rui.
and if u're wondering,
my last post wasnt a love sick post, bear in mind that im not one

heres a cool vid:

once the EOy is over
im so gonna watch the 500+ ep of detective conan
dats way more than one-piece...
i found out that yu jia plays dota too (:
maybe i can try to find 8 more frends so we can play 5v5
anyone who comes here can tag pls?
i will add a counter to check no. of ppl (: haha

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2009-09-18T19:57:00.003+08:00

I said hi to her along the corridor.
Yet her reply was rather disappointing.
I wasn't expecting it.
Once again I thought about it at night.
perhaps
"It was just 3 years of infatuation." I told my soul.
Maybe
I'm not going to say anymore again.
I can't find anything to boast to catch her attention.
Probably
I wasn't gonna achieve anything.
Just give up
Never give up your life for a girl...

This week was so intense
got 2 SPAs to worry for
actually chem was easy
we knew it was gonna be titration
so I didn't really worried bout it.
but still must study wat
den tuesday got the chinese test
have to study and memorise the words again
lucky dun have 造句
I thought can have time to relax le
cos wednesday don't have any tests
den thurs got hist test again
lol i was so confident
den i nv even finish the 3rd paragraph on that day,
tcher say must stop writing -_-'''

After that I nv go for training
stupid headche
give me a chance to miss training
but my coach nv scold me
he allowed me to watch the slingers' clinic in the ISH b4 going home
maybe he noes that I no more hope le, train oso no use...
Den today got Bio SPA
wah so sad
i was scared at first
den the qn was leaked...
haha

Zero no Tsukaima
Lol this is the new anime I'm watching
I watched 3 seasons of it straight...
I was introduced this show by my maple frend(not gf pls)
It's smth like final fantasy X
quite nice show, maybe u can watch it
BUT NV WATCH THIS IN PRESENCE OF ADULTS
U NOE WAT I MEAN?
cause theres some explicit tings they may not accept
but overall this is a touching and nice story
lol, Rated 13+, some coarse language, partial nudity, and they like to talk about breasts
okay stop reading if u find it disgusting
anw the link is here:
http://www.instantz.net/anime/Zero_No_Tsukaima.html

Maplestory

Anw I've got my maple gf's msn...
and I saw her foto, wich she uploaded after we promised to show our fotos
she was chio
haha
I showed her my nwsp foto, bet i was ugly
maybe she vomited or smth
but glenn dun believe shes really a girl
and the foto was her own
he tinks that girl is just a 52-yr old man who anyhow took a foto off google...
cant blame him either
it may be true F7
but shes really cute, haha

I'm off to hack in maple liao
and there's this stupid thing i cant solve...
my cheat engine cant work for heaven's sake...
and zhi dan, (if u even come here)
dun sad le, haha (:

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2009-09-01T19:47:00.001+08:00

lol I'm back.
About me saying that I wasn't going to blog anymore, just treat it as my lie

Mon(31/8)

Today is Teacher's day celebration, than no sch,
and early in the morning we had to wear the graduation gown- thats wat it was called
den it was too small for me
actually it was too small for most ppl
I started sweating even b4 i reached the hall, lol
The only performance I really enjoyed was the dance by 4A o.O
There was this guy who danced so cool, but quite gay
I think their performance was better than the Dance Society...
And the song 'nobody' is still wrecking in my head, it's so addictive

After sch me and some friends went back to Poi Ching School,
Most of my P6 teachers had already left the sch, so I must admit my main purpose going back was to play basketball (:
Then I met a girl there, actually I noe her
Idk why
but she looks very pretty too...
My mind getting screwed like the song too(I dun really like the word screw)
And now I'm having a headache
Then we left at like 3pm, cos everyone dun wan play liao
maybe we can return PCS like next year?

Tues(1/9)

Today wasn't much to do
I was watching Final Fantasy X online
it wasnt a movie, but some kinda game all recorded into episodes,
quite a new type of show for me...
Then basketballers went for the basketball clinic at 3 pm
lol it was a clinic by Jordan Farmer- idk isit spelled like this
he was late and came like 3.30
and the 1st thing he did when he came was to talk to a pretty lady
lol but he look quite pro- nba leh...
that was the time the audience realised that girl was pretty
even Jeremy says so...
I admit too, but until the clinic ended,
I realised she was Jade Seah- wth?
Khai rui laughed at me...
Bala was interviewed by her, so watch Sports@SG this Friday at 10pm (:
Oh yes, I was a complete noob there during the clinic...

Wednesday (2/9)

Okay this is today.
Sch was rather tiring
My headache is still draining me dry
Ya the interesting talk today kept me awake
It was kinda the-expected-type-of-health-talk-any-kid-will-expect
And I like the way Mr Yeow speaks
And there was this part bout the guys learning how to use the condom
and they really put it on the banana
I must say that was unexpected.
Okay I gtg watch FFX and do my Chi hw,
If u wan watch the FF jus tag at the side (:
And I finally changed the music player, no longer youtube
Thx Zhidan, I took the link off your blog F2

Last post

2009-07-19T12:58:00.002+08:00

Guys, I dun feel like blogging anymore, life's too harsh this way. My com is only used for maple, dota and ikariam right now. Anyway, no one bothers to tag and i must say: wth do i cr8 this for?!!!

Will change the song one last time though, final song of the heart.

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2009-07-09T19:41:00.001+08:00

Brand new post for brand new night, just a short post, i haven do emaths yet...
No one tagging, lol.

SCH
Today was our 1st bio lesson, i so scared the tchr will scold agn,
den we so lucky, i tink she in gd mood.
our board game is quite fun, but i dun really noe the rules
cos the game quite complex
and i cant find my physics file ytd, i tot i was gonna call the police F4
den Mr Ong say he left it in 3H, sheng hui den pass to ming rui den pass to me
lol, no nid call police liao

den after school i go library do duty
until 4
den i go take mrt, i saw my senior,
den we toked bout choosing JCs
maybe i shdnt choose Temasek JC,
shd go Raffles,
but w8 till i get the A1s 1st, lol otherwise im daydreamin here.
jus jk i dun wan go raffles, too stressful
den on the bus i was playing worms
den suddenly i saw a hand waving DIRECTLY in front of me.
i got a shock
den it was my P6 frend Wan Xin, she go Zhong zhen---> dunno hw spell -_-'''
lol wat a shock

JUs reach hm play dota, 3 rnds all i got 1st blooded, meaning i died
it was 3v3 easy
sian i tok this ltr
den i went fiona's blog
i mean p6 fiona ip's blog.
she still complaining about the fans in classroom like she didi in P sch.
den her looks change quite alot,
couldnt recognise her.
maybe she forgot me liao,lol

den i go face bk
saw 6 ppl added me, den i nv reply dem,
lol the barn game so lame, like a cash can buy credits
sian.

GAME
dota here!!!
still waiting for 6.60 ai map to come out.
about me losing jus now,
it was bcos i use centaur, the wat priest, and crystal maiden.
i must say im not adapted using them.
shd jus use lion, lvl 6, walk to them, hit, impale, ulti, done
210 gold in my pocket
ytd i use ursar, 21 kills, 3 double kills,
sad ai...
ikariam i got JIA RUI's coords.
jus sent some spies to check
quite little army,
i 21 more days finish bombardiers, so fun

okay i nid do emaths liao
den can someone tag pls?
otherwise i not motivated at all.
send me hp msg if u wanna dota, i still haven patch yet, 1.22

will update the song now.

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2009-07-01T19:30:00.003+08:00

Haven been here for decades,
great holidays, great com, make me dam* fed up today.
com was lagging like h***
den the heymath quiz so hard
den lag untill like 3.50pm
lucky no nid restart com, otherwise nid w8 another 2 hrs...

Ytd we went for the NWSP ceremony
I woke up at 5
den go there i earliest. So remarkable
we nv won anyting, only participation... F4
Lance won 1.5k?
den Cheryl's grp got commendation
we got nth.
after that I went to do SS proj
we went White Sands library do
den go Tampines
we were stalking any pregnant woman we could find. F7
den Min Xuan was forced to do the survey,
the 1st Qn was: How often do you visit your gynae?
zzz
So paiseh, den we nv got any done
den go home liao,
now is 7.36pm
dunno if we can finish by 2day anot?

I jus play maple go gacha
den sold 1 bottom for dex 30 % for 2 mil
den i tink
did i got scammed?
den MR say most probably.
WTH F5
sry

a few days back
I received a call
from i dunno hu
he asked me do a survey
about sports
i did
very long survey
den he started asking:
Him: ur age?
me: 12
him: dun seem so, ur voice very mature
me: i AM 12
him: ur cca?
me: choir
him: wat sports u do?
me: only jogging
him: r u muscular?
me: no
him: im sure, are ur legs muscular?
(I told him im not, den he keep pestering den i say yes)
him: wich part of ur legs are muscular?

Srsly, I felt like fk*** him straight for being such a guy
den i rmb
i got ans dis kinda survey b4
seems like the same guy
malay
age arnd 20-30
also ask same qns
so pls becareful of such calls
lucky i not girl
otherwise he ask more crazy qn.s
den i nid call police
cos dat guy im sure is stalking me
F5

Guys if u want me update my blog can u all tag for heaven sake?
jus to coax me to update
otherwise some ppl will scold me say y i cr8 blog if i dun update
some ppl...
anyway i got 2 maple shields now
will nv sell it
NEVER
unless u pay > 100 billion for each
Guess i going off liao
I soul master lvl 43
94.8%
jus now mc den lag
play 3 wks liao
i change the song den go
okay>?
zzz F7

update**
listen to dis song too
i cant embed it
zzz but very nice
to me
http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=Distance&search_type=&aq=f

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2009-06-12T19:25:00.002+08:00

Haven't been blogging these days, holidays are short with lots of hw. Com games are taking up too much of my time. Sad. Jus a short post here, will complete it soon. Been playin Maple, OMG I'm playing maple... Khai Rui ask me play, den I play, lol only for maple items.

Jus went for Bio meet up to do board game
til now i dun understand wat the board game we making is about... -_-'''
saw Toby at the pasir ris library that day, 9th June.
no he isn't a throwing star, he's my friend.
den Toby was with 2 girls, say wat he was doing proj,
nope i dun believe,
he's still the guy good (at hooking up) with girls. lol, i noe hooking up shdn't be used here.
then tmr still got the 2nd meeting to finish the boardgame.
then i only did 5 shao4 nian 2 wen2 jai1 the hw, 15 more to go.

Cant really seem to study these days,
so many distractions arnd me.
Trainings been rather enjoyable these days.
seem to like it
though I still am the noobest there. Pls laugh at me if u tink so too.

Dunno when my p6 outing will be.
Den sec3 outing also dunno when.
hope dun clash
so i can meet up wif my p6 friends
hopefully we can watch transformers'
last time we shd be watching Twilight, den the girls dun wan w8...
sian
dota got new ver- 0.60
damn cool
Razor got all new skills make him a tanker.
his ulti can kill in 10 sec,
pity haven come out ai map yet
even rhasta ballons cant harm him
razor got purge
den buy new items, make his hp imba
his atk spd is fast
den 1 skill improve spd
wth, dun bother stunning him, his eye of storm can kill u in 600 aoe
lion will die 5 sec after casting impale
woohoo. Who wan play dota pls tell me,
but i nv go msn liao
so call me or msg me...
haha
i will change my profile and song some time ltr
now nid chiong maple 2x
lol
glenn, tmr u can go bio meeting? and make ur posts longer.

KK bye.

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2009-05-23T15:01:00.002+08:00

Playing Pokemon while typing here---got back my results for SA1 liao,

English-B4
Chinese-B4
A maths- A1 (jus hit it...)
E maths- A1
Physics- B3(I can understand this, hope you do)
Chemistry- B3 (I dunno wat went wrong, dun ask me too)
Bio- A1 (Omg i scored higher than physics)
Hist - A1
SS - A1

So my L1R5 shd be around 11...
But all my A1s are jus hit >75, sian
guess my overall percentage is not gonna be high... maybe not even 75
now after exams is even more sian,
either play com or quarrel,
just quarreled with mom for interfering in so many things.
I dun feel obliged to answer for anything i do
as long as i do not harm anyone.
so why the hell does she want to interfere with my freedom
I cant stand it, damn

My life's so boring man
the only thing that is still interesting is when i think wat is gonna happen when humans die...
I not having a PERVERTED MIND, just curious bout it.
I wan play the piano about the song I got from Gundam, the emo song type.
I have never liked rock and hardcore music, except Maroon 5 and some of Linkin Park's
I play Ikariam so 吐血liao, ask glenn they all play den cannot pillage them
say wat must w8 till they lvl 10...
Dota I can own easy/ normal ai liao

I hope end of year not so difficult liao,
my only focus for holidays is:
Stamina- training gonna get tough soon
music- play that GS song
train more for basketball, I noobest there now.
maybe gym bah, I seldom follow Khai Rui there.
Finish the whole game in Pokemon Diamond...

Jus completed my first youtube video, got the original from Glenn then add the subtittles
tot was easy, den i spent lyk 1.5 hrs on it -_-

Then Sheng Hui told me about the Solar storm that is (maybe) gonna happen in 2012.
OMG will we die?
lol leave that to God then
jus live our life to the fullest
dun have any regrets can liao
but i have alot of regrets
i haven watch all gundam series.
i haven heard all the emo songs yet
and someting that is really special... AWWWWW
maybe this end is good to humans too,
den we can have eternal peace
free from this world plagued by evil
free from this deceptive world,
where most ppl have motives
of destruction or other ingenius plans
I jus want a peaceful place
where only the purest ppl survive,
and that will be heaven
provided that I can go there
maybe that will be many years ltr, if the solar storm dun happen

So gtg now, listening to song: Ash like snow on youtube (:

MYE

2009-05-14T16:05:00.005+08:00

*Note* The imeem song is only allowed to 30sec... So I change to youtube and listen to song by pressing on the button"play". I dunno how to make autoplay so press it yourself.

I dunno why Imeem put only 30s. lol Den 2 weeks nv come here liao. No one oso. Mid year is killing me, just cant get myself to behave and sit and study, always must play with gameboy or com den happy (:
My subject,i think, I've done well is only Maths, Chem, and probably Ikariam haha jk. My Physics and Bio is crazy liao, dunno how gonna fare. The others are either average or I dun bother to care... when i say i dun care doesnt mean I dun study, only put in less effort. Den today Chi was hard. didnt noe wat the passage was about. the tian2 xie3 han4 zi4 was ridiculous to such an extent that i didnt understand the qn.s . I have been nocturnal most of the time these weeks and still active on Ikariam.

Enough of studies. met a lot of things this week and last. I was jogging at the park den suddenly got 1 malay toddler(girl round 4- 5 yr old). She was alone pushing a tram, maybe meant for her along the track without anyone near her. lol I scared she get kidnapped den was staring at her... Den was like 5 mins liao and she was getting way further, still no one in sight. den i left, haha maybe shd call the police to take care of her.

Glenn Ng play ikariam liao, pillage him he not happy scold me wan me return his goods. Ming rui also pillage him haha. Still w8in for them to grow till lvl 10 so I can pillage them...

today morning caome sch was raining, jus like the 1st paper, compo, my pants and shoes were soaked... lol my hair was ruined den so sian, dun feel like taking paper liao (: Den go home mr take so long... yh go off liao, so I take mrt(backgate locked) and went to popular to buy pink file. Oh I forgot bring SS file today... Den I was feeling so tired while walking, really felt like sleepin. was hoping for some peace den suddenly I dunno wat sch the girls were like shoutin and laughin outside popular. I was kinda put off. quite irritating. Jus like days before the Sean marry Michelle the show on Mon. I was watchin den the bride's friends were like making so much noise I'd rather study den to watch dat show...

And on 7th May den rmb Zhidan's bday... dunno if she angry anot. Paiseh.

I no longer in SBK alliance, everyone there mutiny and went to MOB, I joined i tink 7th den now MOB rank 6th. wow. leader want us to reach 3rd... no exam over i only facing com and ds. sian... I want start watching final fantasy from part 1 till i dunno how many episodes. haha
Feel so lethargic these days, no interest in anyting, maybe can make a vid for youtube. jus found out Nicol's favourite piano piece and downloaded from josh music. Seems hard though.

夜已阑珊，就此搁笔，希望能收到你的回信。

Don Tan Qi3
2009 nian 5 yue 14 re

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2009-04-20T19:09:00.003+08:00

We got into the 2nd round for NWSP, we gonna work hard for this. Anyone who stands in my way will be gotten rid of... For a great purpose, things have to be sacrificed, even people, and Stalin believed in this too.

The only that stands in our way is our teamwork, yeah u shd noe that. Pity Kian Leong left, otherwise he would prove himself a great member to bring us to greater heights, as I view him as "struggle before death". He never gives up and not quit the team any-oh-how, and I definitely enjoyed working together wif him in Sec 1 on our ACC model- creating proj. \

Now Yong Hong is pulling the (broken) team together and we have alot of ideas in common, so he's lyk Kian Leong, but I must kill him one day in Dota, Owning!!! (:

Lol yh dun be angry if u see this, coz u will see Dragontqh has pwned Missplayslittle's head for 1 gold... Germany sounds lyk an attractive deal for winning this competition, and lucky this thurs no more training, otherwise ...

I finished watching all eps of Gundam and I'm embarking on some new anime for a whale of a time. No test this week (: but NWSP is killing us, yeah us, and this thurs is the presentation, nervous, maybe need help, alot of help. Mid-yr comin, and as Mr Ong said, I'm goin to Changi airport and hide behind books, not to study but to look at girls... jus kiddin. I really hav probs wif some of my subs but I will definitely struugle before I "die", if thats even gonna happen. Pls do not disturb me tonight coz i will be tired, trying finish off the proposal, some of the ppt, do script. YH jia you too, team nids u. Jus hope we dun mess up on Thurs and we bust our chance to Germany, lookin at Hitler, whose hand was shaking so violently, took off his specs before flyin into a rage.

This is the Grand Finale of GSD: Go GSD!!!

New skin

2009-04-19T10:37:00.003+08:00

Just changed the blogskin, ytd was the shinn + kira, but the sklin was distorted when viewin with IE, so I changed again. We were playin DOTA with yh and mr, den mr was lyk feedin Priestess till the kitty was harrassin my pitlord. lol almost died a few times. My comwas laggin all the time then mr was stoning there, so I go and c his lvl, den com was so slow that I was killed by Balanaar and lol. Mr gave them 1st blood.

I watched GSD-Gundam seed destiny till ep 47. Cool coz I 4got that Dullindal was the Bad guy in the end. But he meant well in his intentions, just lyk Stalin and probably Hitler. Destiny Plan was talking about modifying everyone genes to put him/her into a particular working hierachy.

The of course the ultimate coordinator Kira wouldnt agree then was owning wif Freedom, den Shinn came and pwn his head with Impulse for 210 gold. The plot was nice, but Gundam seed was better, GSD tok more about hiding ones true intentions and schemes, while GS was Kruueze telling everyone that he wanted to end all Humanity.

I dunno wat to blog liao, after watchin GSD I maybe continue wif 103 ep.s of D-grayman. I'm still farming for a Pokemon Diamond now. Maybe ltr I will farm for a Duel Gundam scale 1/ 100.
This wk no more test liao, so free. If only if ... there was a sequel to Gsd, where Kira, Lacus, Athrun, Shinn, Cagalli, Murrue, Mwu, Luna will be 100 years old piloting a Gundam and all get shot down (:

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2009-04-10T20:33:00.006+08:00

Today is Good Friday, so no need go sch. I think today is also ester day so they bring some

chocolate eggs and walk around (: I as usual woke up at 9am to play com till round 4pm... I

finished the Building Of Durotar campaign and quite fun la. Actually want to go play ball with

Khai Rui and John wan, den around 3.30 started raining. So I stuck at home and I didn't felt lyk

doin hw, so I started drawin:

This is a girl and I made her eyes look so wierd and ugly O.o

Ya this is a guy wif the same type of eyes lol

Now I gonna play Dota wif YH, update dis post and the song tmr.

*Update

There was a guy called David Burn who scolded the F word and I reported him to the Game

Operator. Lol he was banned lyk for a week and now I'm preparing 50 marksmen and 5

catapults to destroy him, on the pretext. The main thing I want is his 44k wood and 28k marble.

lol. Lordaeron(Glenn) is inactive and Orion(mr) only improved to 33k.lol

I found out that it was useless for me to mine for materials coz people are selling their resources

for lyk as cheap as 4 gold (:

Nafa comin soon, I tink I will do jus as badly as before, maybe I will go buy some boots of travel

or lothar's edge for some windwalk la. Oh ya, i also jus created a handfone theme, all about

gundam. Jus finished watching the Gundam Seed series again, ep 50 was too grand!!! Kira as

usual owned with Freedom though he was supposed to be destroyed. Krueeze wasted the new

Providence gundam. Now I starting on Gundam Seed Destiny, where Shinn starts owning with

impulse then Athrun and Cagalli ran away on a Zaku. Youtube have a lot of the special ending, or

ep 50 OVA. where Kira and Shinn met at the Funeral place den they left. The last part I tink

Lacus became the President of Plant. Kira X Lacus.

I dun wan this anime to end, NEVER...

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2009-04-04T12:33:00.003+08:00

These few days I have been playin com again. Its either i got owned in dota, or i own in custom

game. I play custom wif yh, dun we got owned. omg...

I now change my fav dota hero to another one and to my surprise, I won! the 1st round i kill 4, die

11 times. I actually had a streak of 3!!! This hero damn good, farm, solo, support, tank. He's gd.

I want use this to play with Glenn Ng sniper. haha

I stumbled upon my p6 blog in google. 3 yrs liao, I didnt noe got blog. Den I saw many of my

friend's blog. I almost cant recognise some of their faces -_-'''

I dun really noe wat else to tok bout lah, I gt 11/26 for my a maths test (i cant put the manga

angry sign here) den I dun really feel sad or cry. Coz wat use is that? Will I get 26 if I cry?

Pls dun ask me y i fail. My last yr results are not in any case involved wif my this yr's score.

Also, I had Mr Wee helping me in any areas I'm not familliar wif, and I'm totally grateful to him.

Everyday I go youtube only listen to those Gundam Seed AMV, den very sian, coz I have looked

into almost every song...

This is what I like today, mayb tmr also:

Dota

2009-03-31T19:36:00.012+08:00

First Blood...

Double kill!

Triple kill!

I got pwned...

I found my new fav... den no longer a feeder. I am now a worse feeder.

My studies now deproving, I dunno why, mayb I play too much com. I no longer

have any interests in life, dunno y but I just feel very sian, life no longer have

much importance. The only thing that still binds me to this world is responsibility.

My responsibility as a child, as a student,as a creation of

God and my unfufiled dreams. I wonder how I'm supposed to continue this life of

mine. I'm not upset becoz of my grades, but becoz i feel that something is

lacking in me, its been a long time ever since I felt this way again. I'm totally not

emo... pls do not pair me up with some kids crying over some melted ice-creams.

Not much surprises in my life, not much excitement or things that are enjoyable.

How I still love my primary school life with only basketball... morning come sch

play ball, recess 30 mins play ball. After sch from 1.30 to 5---play ball.

Arthas/ Purist/ Omniknight... pls resurrect my life

sch life...

2009-03-12T21:05:00.007+08:00

I have not been posting for a dam* long time liao... I still cant find the complete song 需要 on the internet. Then the test this whole week is making me go crazy. Every little tests are killing me, the El test was about something and I totally write out of point. The Chem test today was relatively easy, but I no time finish last page...-_-'''The Amaths test totally stun me for 30 mins, after I finish Qn 1a. I was dam* frustrated and was there boiling my blood-if u noe wat it means.
I was extremely fed up and couldnt find any solutions.; At the last 5 mins, I decided to keep my cool and restart 5a. I had nothing to lose liao. I gt an ans, I dunno whether it was correct but i ONLY knew this: I had 4/26 for this test. Looks like I gonna need 2 work hard next term.

Den I found out that I forgot to bring my Broader Perspectives magazine, I go find friends to boro and never gt any. It was 10.5 5 liao den I went to look for someone and so meone was kind to lend me. Otherwise I would be in trouble and den the teacher nv use dat bk... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

I kind of lyk the name Stellar, dunno y. Especially the Stellar in Gundam seed Destiny, they potray the girl wif the name very well. I believe dat Stellar the name is more often used for quiet, introvert girls.

I'm totally lost in my world of com games this yr. I play Dota, Maple, Age of Empires and I'm tired liao, except for Maple (: Those who come my blog, I hope you all can tag, coz I'm feeling dam* bored and lonely. I oso added 2 vids of Hitler. Both contain profanities like the F word but if u DUN mind, jus watch, Dun learn (:

Genesis wants to start an empire called Revolutionists in Ikariam...

Valentines Day

2009-02-14T09:07:00.004+08:00

Happy Valentines Day!!! Today is 14th Feb, wat a nice day...
This is a poem i got online, quite nice lah:

A stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands.
Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one.
How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about.

- Laura Veronica Merodio -

Coincidentally, today is also Serene Chen's and Valerie Goh's Birthday, Happy Birthday! (:
I dunno wat else 2 talk 'bout V day anymore, so lets talk 'bout my trip to Singapore Polytechnic yesterday...

Hailong , Boon Lee, Glenn Ng and I took part in a Chem filtration competition.

At first I tot there are many other grps from AHS, den it wasn't true...

and i tot filtration only needed filter paper, funnel, and a bottler...

den we actually had to use things lyk carbon, sand and gravel to filter a bottle of polluted water of its colour and its sediments...

Now I have NWSP and this competition to handle...

n I'm afraid this competition will be on the same day as the NWSP presentation.

N I saw s'pore poly yesterday, it was DAMN big, at least 2 times or more bigger than AHS
N there were elevators there, a huge foodcourt, many lecture rooms...

It is great to be a student there,

I've always tot dat the biggest poly I've seen was Temasek poly, until yesterday

So if I cant get into Temasek JC, maybe this a gd option,

But I dun lyk polies coz they dun have sch uniform,

den everyday we have to fret over wat 2 wear,

dat is DISCRIMINATION!!!

N if u wanna see wat S'pore poly is lyk, maybe u wan join this competition too

N dats all Happy V day (:

Birthday

2009-02-07T11:10:00.005+08:00

Today is 7th FEB, and I am sad..........................................................................................
No one has sent me any msg...not even khai rui...AWWWW

But now I have my Com accompanying me, since yesterday.
I was back at Maple playing and I noe its lame.
I only play it for the new Valentines quest and a necklace quest.
This is wat I wanted:

Then 100 heart of hearts exchange for 1 heart shield,
10 heart shields for 1 couple chair,
Therefore let X be no. of couple chair,
X = 1000 heart of hearts. -_-

Den i started on the Tian Jiang quest.
need to hunt monsters for the items,
den curse eyes were tough for me, couldn't really kill them.
And I got the necklace, but got time limit one...sian
But the maple quest is definitely better den Gunz quests (:

I'm still w8ing for people to msg me but I dun tink any will come,
lols, I still gonna try finish 1000 heart of heart,
But must giv a female character den can use the couple chair(there's only one!)

GTG play now, see ya.
(have you seen the new ending phrase? It's no longer "been abandoned at", but a new cool phrase- i wrote one)

CNY 2009

2009-01-30T20:22:00.005+08:00

Dated 27 Jan

Today is the 2nd day of CNY, I went out to 拜年, its obvious...
Den I went to my mum's brother house there,
Everyone kind of happy dat day, den started givin red packets.

There was someone who really attracted me dat day,
I cant take my eyes off her...
She was my Mum's elder brother son's daughter,
and she was totally stunning, simply gorgeous.
Although she was only 14 months old.
Ya she was a baby girl and she started to walk like at 12 mths,
not bad for a baby liao.
She was really cute,
and whenever u hold some potato chips in ur hand, she will come after u (:

Anyways I felt kind of bored dat day as many of the people were adults.
mayb i need someone to cheer me up,
like dat baby.
And I'm only gonna talk about the baby 2day,
she is kinda plump, cute, fair skin, little hair.

Dats all, I've put a new song out there,
and when I was at Imeem just now, I saw dos chain messages dat were kinda creepy.
I had no choice but to repost it or I be cursed, so unlucky...
Bye (:

Today...

2009-01-23T18:43:00.003+08:00

Today Kian Leong came back from Temasek JC. He changed his hairstyle from round to spiky and cool. Sian... cant play wif his hair liao...

Then we go Ming Rui's hse play com
4 guys in a room
Wat do u tink we did?
Ya we played Gunz, dota, and Ikariam...
Then Kian Leong sleep -_-'''
guess he is too tired liao

Yong Hong just created a new account den he play Gunz
He killed 19 people in less than 5 mins and is lvl 3
He got 2 head shots in a row...pro
It was kind of boring when Kian Leong wanted to go home den left the 3 of us.

Anyways he told us dat if he shd continue join badminton,
and I still feel dat he's a good friend.
and he's gettin more handsome by the day.
and he's looking 4 girls in TJC now.

GTG, and Happy Birthday Yong Hong! (:
And I just found a song i really like on Youtube...

Boring...

2009-01-19T19:47:00.006+08:00

Dated: 17/1/09
0830: I woke up early today 2 play Ikariam before the 0.3.0 patch comes out. My old account was banned bcoz of Multi-accounting. I am chionging that game and even Ming Rui is proer den me now.

1100: I continue and play Warcraft: Frozen throne. I was playing the campaign and it was getting harder... and more boring den Reign of Chaos.
I play until I very sian(bout 1.5 hrs liao) den I jus type "whosyourdaddy". LOLS.

1430: I den go Chinatown with my family to walk and c if gt anyting 2 buy.
I was at OG trying to buy pants, den the smallest size was M, it was quite loose on me.
Den I nvr buy We went to the streets and everywhere was RED .
The place was VERY, VERY crowded people push til u are squeezed and dun tink the other way. It was kinda fun that day la, but I would rather stay and play Ikariam
If u're wondering what it is, heres the link:

Ikariam

I'm playin in World Lambda
It takes alot of patience
And now I'm watching Ayumi Hamasaki forgetting her lyrics on Youtube
She's cute when that happens (:
Anyways I'm out of here Bye

School Life

2009-01-09T18:46:00.007+08:00

Today is the 6th day in sch...everything, everyone seems so new. We finally had our PE lessons. Everyone was kind of lookin forward to it -_-''' We then went to run around the whole stadium for 5 mins, where some guys, as usual, were sprinting quickly. Guess its kind of some lame way to waste their energy, haha (:

I wanted to play basketball one, den Min Xuan wanted to play soccer den I was there alone. Den i went to join them and I REALLY LIKED IT VERY MUCH!!! lols I was running all around chasing the ball. It was kind of fun, much better den staying there and do nth...

List of songs on my blog

2009-01-02T20:48:00.010+08:00

This is the list of songs:

催眠术- 罗豪 1st Nov 08

情熱の代償- Girl Next Door 1st Dec 08

如燕- Olivia Ong 2nd Jan 09

我为什么还爱你- 迷路兵 10 Jan 09

比我幸福- ？？？ 12 Jan 09

安静了 -SHE 22 Jan 09

3F Oh 9

2009-01-02T20:29:00.010+08:00

(This post has been deleted due to some light insults which I dun wan the person 2 see.)

Beautiful songs

2008-12-27T16:50:00.006+08:00

I saw these 2 videos on youtube 2day. Both are done for FF, i really lyk both songs:

Song Lyrics

The 2nd one:
--LYRICS--
It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you need to get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And its so so real
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

[and the rest just repeats itself]

Hope that you lyk them. Anyways there's a friend test at the top. try it! (:

SS proj : BattleBox

2008-12-26T21:40:00.006+08:00

Dated: 21st Dec 2008

Hey, its already 21st and there we were on the MRT going to Dhauby Ghaut. Its actually kind of late to do the proj now. Ya this time theres only me and Glenn, with ming rui tagging along coz he not happy with Fort Siloso. It took us bout 15 mins to reach battlebox from the mrt station.

4:45 pm-------> The auntie there told us dat the next tour was at 15:15, so we had to wait and she charged us as kids. YAY (: The tour was bout 30 min wif 15 mins for us to walk about ALONE.

Ming rui was the only most enthu there jotting down wat the guide was saying. The whole place was occupied by wax figures and they were 栩栩如生. There were mechanics inside causing them to move, cool! I couldnt tink of any feasible questions for dat SS.

Hey, Glenn took a foto wif me (:

After dat, we went to Plaza Singapura to eat at Long John Silvers. Me and Glenn bought 2 chocolate desert pies and its DAMN nice. Anyways i guess mayb i still hav a few more days b4 i go bak to the project...

Merry Christmas

2008-12-24T11:20:00.005+08:00

Hey wishing all people a Merry Christmas and a happy New Year. Rmb dat Christmas is all about giving and sharing.

P6 gathering

2008-12-22T14:13:00.007+08:00

Dated: 18th Dec 2008

Today is a Thursday, lol, Johnathan wanted everyone to meet at TM at 9am. So I woke up at 7.30 and waited for Khairui. We reached TM at 8.45 and sat at Mac and rotted till 9.30 when Victoria and Sharon came.

It took us about an hour to reach Habourfront then we took the train over to Sentosa. The 3 organisers: Johnathan, Yong Siang and Ying Tong were there playing volleyball. It was then we found out that the ppl hu went dat day were: Khai Rui, Johnathan, Englek, Jia hao, Yong Siang, Sharon, Victoria, Ying Tong and me. -_-'''.

All we did there was siiting, playing volleyball, receiving Christmas presents from Johnathan, until one smart guy decided 2 go catch fish. (: Near the shore there were many small fishes dat swam in schools. The bigger ones were found more coomonly in the deeper waters. Only 4 of us were willing 2 get into the water and waste our time catching, hahas. The rocks there were sharp and kind of dangerous. It was high tide then and Sharon was the 1st to get wet. John fell and was 2nd. N ya I was 3rd. I didnt brought any extra shirt dat day and i'm so gonna get scolded.

We didnt catch any fish and sian. Bout 4 we went to vivo and eat then go catch a movie. I wanted to watch Twilight one den the others didnt wan, so we got The Day The Earth Stood Still. The plot was quite interesting la, except that its ending was lame and predictable. (:

N ya I got scolded dat night.

NWSP..again

2008-12-10T18:25:00.003+08:00

Dated: 8th Dec

Digging for earthworms again. It was raining quite heavily dat day, and theoretically earthworms come out when its raining. We went to Simei to dig at the plantation, 2 people went over the fence to dig while 2 patrolled looking out for old uncles. LOL.

It took us a long time- at least 10 mins- to find the earthworm. Then an old uncle came along and we tot dat he was goin to chase us out again. -_-''' . Nah, he asked us wat we were doin and he took a BIG type of rake and help us dig. He even tried to dig at the government land and there he found an earthworm this long: --------------------------, dat was the longest we saw. LOLS. And that was how we started rampaging for these worms and left those small ones alone. (:

Theories 1

2008-12-05T21:29:00.002+08:00

I have alot of theories to share regarding this world, though u may say that they are just my imagination. I'm not sharing those about the world, which u can consult Ming Rui. The 1st theory 'bout the world is about the Gods. U can email me if u're interested(at ur own risk), coz i dun wan ppl to swear all becoz of the words that might interfere with religious beliefs...

NWSP

2008-12-02T11:04:00.003+08:00

DATED: 1/12/2008
Today is the 5th meeting of our NWSP project. We have been looking for earthworms for the past weeks in vain. Went to pet shops... tried to dig...tried to genetically create one.

Yong Hong was the only one who tried to find spots to dig for them, and he found a plantation near his house, and ya we went there yesterday. Me, Ming Rui and Glenn was at the food court in the mall eating and playing Pokemon. LOLS. YH didnt noe and was waiting aimlessly at the mrt station. (:

(should i use a connector here?) We then go to the plantation then we saw a sign: No Entry. Dam*.

Who cares? we barged in then started digging there. No sign of any live organisms yet. Then 'bout 5 mins ltr, YH saw 1 tiny earthworm crawling.It was 'bout 2 cm long and very thin, (my thinking was that they were long and thick) we could barely see it. We continued digging, some uncles came along and stopped us. Guess they were from some botanic council. We didnt leave until we caught enough.

Oh ya, i bought a Chaos Emperor Dragon there too(: Though Ming Rui said it was banned...

Blog is Damn hard for me...

2008-11-28T13:24:00.000+08:00

I've finally found a gundam blog skin, noe how to stick it to my blog. LOLS. The link part is like Dam* hard for me. linking Glenn's blog... cutting and pasting... wth. Finally it's done. (:
I still haven figure out how to do the profile yet, though.

D-grayman

2008-10-07T12:07:00.000+08:00

Has it ended?
To me...of course NOT!
If u watch the 'last episode', u shd noe dat earl was not defeated, allen was not a general yet, lavi and kanda has not recovered their innocence yet and stuff.
So there shd b a 2nd sequeal to this fascinating anime!