Been slacking at home this 2 weeks. After work i will just stay in front of com and do nothing. This year's Christmas and countdown is like no feel one, damn sian.
Anyway went for my p6 gathering on 16 dec, at my frend's condo. it was cool seeing some of the familiar faces once again. i met my 3 other best frends that day again, i thought Toby wouldn't go. then we played ball first before eating, lol. then the barbeque was a failure cos the charcoal wouldn't burn, so we cooked the food in a microwave -.- 2 guys also pierced their ears, wats up with piercing man? but i must say they look cool with the mohawk and earring sia. maybe i shd get one too...
(i see that my writing is not coherent but nvm) work at ntuc is very slack, maybe cos im new then im not given any impt stuff to do. working is rather fun, as i get to meet many types of customers. some are friendly while there are three aunties who i rmb would ruin my work. but everyday at 5pm i will get the same feeling as i get when we are dismissed from sch. working makes time pass so much more quickly, then get some extra cash to spend. Which I've alr spent arnd 200 on shoes, clothes and pants and watch, oh ya got myself a new watch that is pretty cool. not such if its a fake or wat, but who cares i bought it cos i liked it, kinda shiny with those jewel thingy. the clothes i got for prom look real cool too, but theres no one to show off to on that day anw. wonder if i can even apply leave that day sia, so many ppl took leave on 7th le.
its a new year le, i hope for everyone to stay happy and healthy! and i thank all my friends for making my life so much more fun ^^
before i leave, can my best tripping friend tag before leaving? thanks.
The 2 buses reach the same end point, yet I took the other one. We are not fated.
Today went for training for my job, started at 9am, i thought it was only a few hours, yet it ended at 5pm -.- didn't have time to check the bus trip to West Plaza for tmr. the lesson was super boring, the trainer keep talking, my group was chatting, playing with tic tac, paper, etc. I was there day dreaming, except impt stuff, and admiring a poly guy's hair. too bad that hairstyle sure will get caught in JC. the day is not worth mentioning, but i earned $35 for it.
I know this sounds like i have mood swings with respect to my previous post, but I was super happy during the last 2 days at class chalet. the chalet was a little small, but was very fun for 2 days. we were kinda no life, playing cards and bridge,yeah, until i couldnt keep track of time. I called home at 01.22 when i thought it was 11 plus only, then the whole family was asleep, lol. oh ya before we reached the chalet me and the guys were at tamp having lunch, then we saw a pokemon wii game, rpg style, super cool. although neither me nor yu jia played it. then it rained in the afternoon, and mx was angry(abt smth else) and never come. then in the 1st night it was really cool. jun hao snored all the way into morning, a drunk guy was talking till 4, :/ the ppl next door was making a din, me and wh couldnt slp, but wh was worse, i tink he played his phone until 6. I slept til 8 and was awoke by yu jia. then we went for soccer but got scammed, the ppl left alr.
second day was almost the same as first until we play monopoly and then started the bbq. luckily the drizzle stopped then we had fun and yeah, lol had to leave cos of today's job, which wasn't worth it. i really miss that chalet, 2 days passed so quickly, and im back home with nagging and i would do anything to have those fun times back again.
Fking holidays. Finding a fking job and there is no end to it. I thought that after o levels things would be better, and now there is this... I just can't understand my mum and she would be nagging or ask ppl to help me find. I rather jsut find one on my own man, otherwise my relatives would be ringing up every few days and asking me if i want to work as this or that. Btw i can't even say fk on fb now, cos my relatives will be watching -.- I really need a life man, this is killing me.
Another day i spent out of house, went to Orchard for buffet with my family and relatives. the food wasn't that nice, with very little choice. lol, the eye candy there was quite worth it though -_-
after eating we took a stroll towards the mrt. i carried my cousin there, she was quite heavy, and i'm so weak (being sick a week) still fun carrying a kid though.
Last week I watched MEgamind with the guys, not a bad story, with pretty interesting twists here and there. too bad Yu jia had to rush otherwise we could have a nice dinner tghtr, btw we saw Kai Xiang and his sis there ^^
such boring days laying at home, maybe i'm gonna work at ntuc, wasted too much time looking for jobs online. this holiday will be spent to earn money bah, no time to look for gf, sry wh. just like this blog skin, hoping for a miracle (:
I guess I've been living in the cyber world for quite a long time now, been straining both my lives. Pretty tiring, so made up my mind to make this my last post. Probably will be back later next year, or maybe this year. Who knows. I've place my most fav song here, doubt anyone cares. This will be a long post, dun read if u dun want to. May be like my will.
Last Sat had a dinner with my relatives. It was surprising, that i didn't rot at home. Still it was rewarding cos I got to see those 2 niece of mine. Both around 3, so so so cute. One of them had bangs, and yes she was so pretty. Perhaps cos she was a toddler. Kids always seem so innocent, cute. Thats before they eat the forbidden fruit, of course. Progressing on with life is such a pain.
Ytd went to do ss project at library. Broke a toenail on the way, and i tried my best not to make a fuss over such thing. Slowly, blood came, but to be man enuf held it in. So egoistic. I dun give a damn bout that, just that my mum scolded me for leaving bloodstain over the house. Anw the project was almost done, more hw to go.
Got hooked onto a new anime recently. IT was the for-girls-only type of show. That was what a shallow person like me thought at first, until i began to understand what the show was truly about. Main story about a guy who likes a girl so much, yet he didn't realise about how his friends around him felt. Very true. The show was about self-sacrifice, friendship, love. The characters were always like, nvm nvm, im fine, chase that (damn) guy. After that they will cry. Its a story with out-burst of pain, sadness, loneliness. Until now all I've seen are rejection, until recently where the main characters have eloped. No one has the right to say" treasure wat u have now before u regret", except for a person who has suffered that loss. This ep got me, it was about a white christmas, yet they were made fun of by heaven.
Always laugh at the part he got rejected.
After quiting blogging I'm gonna quite maple for some time. Strayed off my path for quite some time, ar? There's something impt for me 4months ltr. Not olevels, but something I've dreamt of even in my sleep. i may say that i can forget, but I'm not gonna give up, until u say so. Very soon it will be the end of everyone's secondary life.
Still no idea which JC or poly to choose. Went to TP site today, was looking through the CCA and courses available. Not much luck, felt like joining track and field, but hell this lazy me will skip cca. Mortal fear. Still my dream is to build a gundam, best if i can take things as they come, or should i attempt to make them mine? Choosing my future sucks...
The anime srsly influenced me alot of these 2 days, kinda mouldy, like how i will rot at home. Too many dreams, too little work, impractical man, seeking future. Friends are still the best, best love my Pri 6 friends, i love the life then. Love them all. Looking forward to my gathering soon, though predicting less than 15 will turn up. Anw last feeling I have for today, CRITICISE, FLAME, KILL me if u find me talking crap today, in the tag. and ya 1000th visitor call me, i give u 1000-ways-to-rot-at-home guide. Humans being emotional is not due to events, but of the realisation-finalsongoftheheart.
Ytd had our class gathering at Jing Jing's house. It was damn big. 3 storeys + a rooftop. reached there at 3pm, dunno what to do. mx never come ytd, we were joking that he was still choosing which tuxedo to wear. At 1st we played indian poker, quite boring. Then the others played dai di(dunno how to spell) glenn play ds, jun hao play psp. I took a nap. around 5+ i went down to living room to play pool. reynold taught me a little, 1st time trying. it was damn cool, then played with glenn, hehe won him. then had dinner, was spaghetti and fries. didnt touch chicken wings though. lol while we were eating the girls were watching some korean show. There were some korean guys who tried to jump over a pile of mattresses around 2.5m+ quite funny, i guessed all of us were watching. then most of us played taboo, but i was playing pool with Jia Rui and Wei Zhang, haha won all 3 games i played. Beginner's luck. seriously it would be cool to have a pool table at home. Then go home 1st thing is use com, all the way to 3 this morning.
There was this someguy who called me a no-lifer on class blog -.- lol then maybe i shdnt talk about maple all the time bah, still i was so bored that i searched for quotes. I love this best: Why do people persist in a dissatisfying relationship, unwilling either to work toward solutions or end it and move on? It's because they know changing will lead to the unknown, and most people believe that the unknown will be much more painful than what they're already experiencing. -Anthony Robbins
