I guess I've been living in the cyber world for quite a long time now, been straining both my lives. Pretty tiring, so made up my mind to make this my last post. Probably will be back later next year, or maybe this year. Who knows. I've place my most fav song here, doubt anyone cares. This will be a long post, dun read if u dun want to. May be like my will.
Last Sat had a dinner with my relatives. It was surprising, that i didn't rot at home. Still it was rewarding cos I got to see those 2 niece of mine. Both around 3, so so so cute. One of them had bangs, and yes she was so pretty. Perhaps cos she was a toddler. Kids always seem so innocent, cute. Thats before they eat the forbidden fruit, of course. Progressing on with life is such a pain.
Ytd went to do ss project at library. Broke a toenail on the way, and i tried my best not to make a fuss over such thing. Slowly, blood came, but to be man enuf held it in. So egoistic. I dun give a damn bout that, just that my mum scolded me for leaving bloodstain over the house. Anw the project was almost done, more hw to go.
Got hooked onto a new anime recently. IT was the for-girls-only type of show. That was what a shallow person like me thought at first, until i began to understand what the show was truly about. Main story about a guy who likes a girl so much, yet he didn't realise about how his friends around him felt. Very true. The show was about self-sacrifice, friendship, love. The characters were always like, nvm nvm, im fine, chase that (damn) guy. After that they will cry. Its a story with out-burst of pain, sadness, loneliness. Until now all I've seen are rejection, until recently where the main characters have eloped. No one has the right to say" treasure wat u have now before u regret", except for a person who has suffered that loss. This ep got me, it was about a white christmas, yet they were made fun of by heaven.
Always laugh at the part he got rejected.
After quiting blogging I'm gonna quite maple for some time. Strayed off my path for quite some time, ar? There's something impt for me 4months ltr. Not olevels, but something I've dreamt of even in my sleep. i may say that i can forget, but I'm not gonna give up, until u say so. Very soon it will be the end of everyone's secondary life.
Still no idea which JC or poly to choose. Went to TP site today, was looking through the CCA and courses available. Not much luck, felt like joining track and field, but hell this lazy me will skip cca. Mortal fear. Still my dream is to build a gundam, best if i can take things as they come, or should i attempt to make them mine? Choosing my future sucks...
The anime srsly influenced me alot of these 2 days, kinda mouldy, like how i will rot at home. Too many dreams, too little work, impractical man, seeking future. Friends are still the best, best love my Pri 6 friends, i love the life then. Love them all. Looking forward to my gathering soon, though predicting less than 15 will turn up. Anw last feeling I have for today, CRITICISE, FLAME, KILL me if u find me talking crap today, in the tag. and ya 1000th visitor call me, i give u 1000-ways-to-rot-at-home guide. Humans being emotional is not due to events, but of the realisation-finalsongoftheheart.
