I'm just going to scold vulgarities in this post, dun bother to read if you feel offfended.









Fuck my life.
Fuck my lagger com
Hate life
Fuck
I wouldnt say my life is messed or anyting,
cos im just feeling fucked up
fucked up over why im living
who the fuck created me in this fucking world?
so what if we live?
we still die
do those who live life like some muggers get rewards in their affterlifes?
or are they fucked like the others who give up in their lifes?
do we simply live for others or to make a difference in other's lifes?
id rather not make a difference then
isit responsibility that keeps us living
or isit the desire to seek eternal life that keeps us going?
maybe before i was created to be a human, i was nothing, born out of nothing,
i have no troubles, no emotions, no memories,
i will call that place void, and im created out of nothing, i guess.

i feel like taking up boxing lessons somehow,
my frustration has to be released'/
the fucking exams on tues is getting on my nerves.
1 olevel, 1 physics test, 2 projects to finish by wed.
fucking hell,

if u bothered to read till here, i thank you.
Cos I still noe that i have u as a friend.