Finally the holidays are here. Thinking that i can sleep till late in the afternoon tmr, i rmb that i have the salvation army thing... been very desperate for cip hours these days. went to the clean and green fashion show on wed. not a bad experience, could feel how it's like watching a fashion+ get cip points + 顺便 look at chio girls -_- still rmb how excited Mr Ong was when he talked about the naval base school models... i met my p4 friend there anw, Deon still didnt change abit still that curly hair of his, i was rather surprised that he still had my house no. our tchr always called don or deon in class and the both of us would stand up, cos the pronunciation is similar...
I 偶然saw a song i used to listen everyday by SHE, i think i first this song on Tricia's blog... nice song, really
I came across this news this week, about a 20+ guy molesting like 9 girls -_-''' got jailed until he's like 40 yrs old(wth) and caning http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_367998.html sometimes i dun noe if i shd pity these ppl or shd i say that they are, well, idiots. if u're reallly high or smth, the most u can do is go home and touch yourself, and not rape ppl cos i noe fully well what it means to do such sinful things i've made many mistakes in my life too.
When I'm p3 i cheated, i wun say in wat p4 i started swearing p5 i join in my friends to scam my friends for their duel master cards(i have no idea y i did this, maybe it was fun at that time) p6 i got involved with porn, i rmb then youtube had a uncensored version of 50 cents remix. my friends were watching it and i dunno wth i go too. if i say it was curiousity at first, its true. but if it's now, i'd say im lying. even my juniors know about this-_- khai rui has been spreading around, but i dun blame him, i know him well. Even if i have a chance to go back in time to rectify my mistakes, i would not. for it is these events that shape me today. these allowed me to meet you today. I will call this destiny, for i would be another person if none of these happened, for all you know i might be that molester down the road.
Sometimes i would laugh at those boys who always deny watching porn. I aint boasting here, but i believe most guys would have tried before. but i feel that self control is important here. i never believe that watching porn will make me rape someone. and i will never have such an intention. even if i watch such disgusting things, all i feel it will affect is myself alone, i in turn will not affect the society, my friends. And if u are reading this post here and find me very very disgusting or watever, u can tell me to keep my distance from you, the thing i ever hate the most is to make a change in other people's lives.
Anyway its kinda sad that Ms Farah and Mrs Yip are leaving, though i dun really like Mrs Yip. **---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------** I once thought that I loved you, but it was only infatuation.